Well, it's been a while since I last came on here, I had some technical issues signing onto  my email. But anyway, not a lot has been going on but Last night i hung out with a special friend of mine for the purpose of this blog I'll refer to this "special" friend as *Pierre well Pierre and I had an awesome time last night we went to watch a movie Les misrables and It was such a dramatic movie that through out I found my self holding and hugging Pierre (at least I convinced myself that was the ONLY reason why i held onto him so tight)  but during the movie there was a lot of caressing and light petting I must admit I have missed him a lot. We had such an awesome conversation at dinner and even though we hadn't hung out in a while it always feels so natural talking to him because he's such an active listener and I hope we get to hang out again soon but I'm not sure If I want to get back together. What scares me is the thought that if something goes wrong again-and it most certainly will, I won't be able to stay, I may just run away (look at that, I made a rhyme. oh! I'm a poet and I don't even know it!)

In other news, I'm excited about my attendance at the membership school at church, today I experienced the raw power of the holy spirit, I spoke in tongues I never knew I had and had such a variety of emotional bursts during the class. I know God is preparing me for something. In the past couple of weeks there has been concentration on the person of the Holy spirit and God knows I need the holy spirit like I need air(even more). Today is my day of fast and I pray to God that he speaks to me today-one way or another so I can have a clear focus about this month. Tomorrow I get to have lunch with a wonderful woman at work, her name is Gaye and I'm super excited about it because she gets to help me streamline what I should be doing with my life and after that we'll watch a play together.

In all Its been a  great week and I know it going to be a great month as well. for now I'm going to listen to a message from Pastor Sam and keep praying in the holy spirit.

It's about 9:10 pm at night and I have been fighting the battle not to fall asleep because the saying "early to bed early to rise" is very true in my case for example if I fall asleep now I'll be sure to wake up at the most in 5 hours which will be about 3ish in the morning and this isn't good because that means I'll won't be able to fall back asleep until my alarm goes off at about 4:45 (my dilemma).

Anyway, today was very laid back. Went to the first service at church and came back to try on my clothes for the week and by the way, this week I'm going to be looking HOT! HOT! HOT! at work as I choose all the sexy outfits for this week , I'm not sure what influences me to pick a look for the week but I know one thing for sure and that is ; I like looking good I mean really good (I try at the very least).

It rained today and that made the weather cool and the sky was really beautiful with its deep shade of grey I felt like snuggling up with someone special and just chatting away.I will try and get to that "someone special" in the nearest future. As for now the scores of the battle are Sleep 1; Queenlizzy 0. I live to fight another day.

Good night!

Rightfully accused

I have been accused recently of not sharing my feelings and this isn't the first time. I'm totally in awe of this because I consider my self somewhat open. So armed with these accusations, I have decided to secretly begin a blog where I can pour out my royal heart to my content without feeling like I'm being judged. Now I'm not sure how long this "secret place" will remain secret but in the meantime I can glory in my false sense of security.

With regards to how often I'll post things concerning my life and things going on in my royal heart, ( notice I keep saying royal because I believe my first name being Queenlizzy should be put in perspective as some royality some where-at least in my mind). I will try to keep it at least every week so as to not bore anyone who will mistakenly stumble upon this blog.

As with all things that have a beginning I feel this is the beginning of a beautiful relationship with me, my computer and my thoughts.