Well, it's been a while since I last came on here, I had some technical issues signing onto my email. But anyway, not a lot has been going on but Last night i hung out with a special friend of mine for the purpose of this blog I'll refer to this "special" friend as *Pierre well Pierre and I had an awesome time last night we went to watch a movie Les misrables and It was such a dramatic movie that through out I found my self holding and hugging Pierre (at least I convinced myself that was the ONLY reason why i held onto him so tight) but during the movie there was a lot of caressing and light petting I must admit I have missed him a lot. We had such an awesome conversation at dinner and even though we hadn't hung out in a while it always feels so natural talking to him because he's such an active listener and I hope we get to hang out again soon but I'm not sure If I want to get back together. What scares me is the thought that if something goes wrong again-and it most certainly will, I won't be able to stay, I may just run away (look at that, I made a rhyme. oh! I'm a poet and I don't even know it!)
In other news, I'm excited about my attendance at the membership school at church, today I experienced the raw power of the holy spirit, I spoke in tongues I never knew I had and had such a variety of emotional bursts during the class. I know God is preparing me for something. In the past couple of weeks there has been concentration on the person of the Holy spirit and God knows I need the holy spirit like I need air(even more). Today is my day of fast and I pray to God that he speaks to me today-one way or another so I can have a clear focus about this month. Tomorrow I get to have lunch with a wonderful woman at work, her name is Gaye and I'm super excited about it because she gets to help me streamline what I should be doing with my life and after that we'll watch a play together.
In all Its been a great week and I know it going to be a great month as well. for now I'm going to listen to a message from Pastor Sam and keep praying in the holy spirit.
